I can't deny that 
My eyes light up more,
My ears perk up more,
My smile is brighter,
And 
My heart and steps are that much lighter,
Like everyday and everything presents a wonderful, pleasant, happy surprise. 
You standing right at the door, waiting with that.. that smile, which is brilliant and blinding yet sceptical and somewhat teasing, was a surprise to perhaps, the both of us.

I'm going to miss this.. I guess...  In 41 days.. That still sounds like a long time away (more than a month!!).. Ugh too far for comfort. These last 5 weeks here are killing and stifling me and I cannot cannot wait for it to end!!!