hope

Yay i finished the Gatsby essay! =D and did one chinese story reflection. and read until page 143 of Midsummer. OK LETS CONTINUE THE PROGRESS. (even though I still got loads loads more never ending stuff to do but yes...)

Today I felt like going out so badly but dunno why, everything just suddenly squashed that feeling when I realized i still have 8 heymath benchmarks 5 physics quizzes 6 chi papers including compos 4 cheem stories to write reflections amath mind map and all the tests to study for. (and whatever else homework that i left out...)

But yeah, i shall do my utmost best best best to do up everything by thurs cos i might be sort of going away during the weekend! finally, away! HAHA. =P

and well, had a good time lamenting and talking to yani and joce this afternoon after b@s meeting with nat, aud and cass. =) its so nice talking to you guys! love you all so much! HAHAHA JOCE AND I WERE COMMENTING ON THE BLOND GUY IN PRINCE CASPIAN. ;)

Speaking of prince caspian, i think its such a cool show! the visual effects are STUNNING GREAT AWESOME MAGNIFICENT MARVELLOUS...and the Narnia world is soo beautiful i wish i lived in there. and peter is just..wow man.
still remember on the thursday after i watched prince caspian and when i went for ballet, moreira and i were like fooling around and laughing over caspian and peter. ahhaha. it was soo super funny. and i realized that i've known moreira (and spent half my life of more, even) for about half my life! that's thanks to her good good good memory la. i can't remember much about my young ballet days, save for the fact that i've been with you bunch of people for sooo long, Ms Lee included. HEE. =D and i still love you all so much!

and sam ong! thanks for a wonderful time on wed! when we went to watch prince caspian. =D yes we should do it more often!
(hahaha and thanks to tan tianhoe too for putting up with all my..uh...comments about peter. ;] )

well, i'm off now. everyone continue to jia you! =D (ooh i love reading midsummer. all the fairy stuff is so cool! but i don't wanna do a asjfsasarf thesis on it!? HELP ME SOMEONE.! )

i'm off to HOMEWORK LAND. (the most exciting and wonderful place on earth, admission is free but be weary of after effects. do come join me for the most adventurous and thrilling ride of your life!)

:)

=.=

happy hols indeed. happy happy happy. i feel so...(stressed is just an understatement probably. LOL)...

yeah but anyway, i can't seem to really enjoy my hols. everyday i'm just thinking about all the test awaiting for me when i start school and everyday i'm just counting down the time left for me to do my homework and study for the tests. every single day my mind just can't seem to rest.

well maybe it's just that i haven't been utilising my time properly, after all, everyone has 24 hours in a day. but shouldn't holidays be a time to relax and play? as in, yes, i do see all the need for homework and stuff, but...i don't know, i don't feel in the mood to do all of those kind of things when its the HOLIDAYS, mind you.

and this year's just been crazy, i study (i guess), but never seem to get good results. i try my best, but seem to get nowhere. i put in my effort, but it never seems to be enough. WELL...
2 more weeks before the holidays end...and that event is drawing near. i wish it were like at the start of the hols, then it could be long over and done with.

i really hate it that u just abandoned everything and left. everything on my shoulders, yes, thats what u did. i know i can't complain cos its your time, and i'm not exactly blaming u for leaving, but all the apologies, i feel they're so fake. I'M SORRY. i guess i'm not the right one to do it then.

and i miss so many people so much. =( i so wish they were here with me, to understand, and to just keep me company. man, i miss those times we had together, and i wish so much so much that i could go back and be with you all.

well, i can't do anything but just continue to do my best. =D i believe GOD will bless me, and help me through this. anyway, i bet many other people have a tougher life than me, so,

JIA YOU EVERYONE! <3
God bless.

facs performance on youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsM9_8yNSyM

OOOH YES. GO WATCH THIS.

IT'S OUR UBER WONDERFUL COOL FACS PERFORMANCE. =D

More memories

Some pics from one of the most wonderful events in my life...





14 SLC <3











The Auditorium, where we had all our consortium meetings and where our ultra hyped up grand finale took place. =D
EGLACIA <3 (some of) My group members, hard at work....


filling in a feedback form. HAHA.

some of the FACS! my lovesss <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcNKViW6wExvSex9cHclNWotK4nDR7_UqiiZsRdhJkISY0NfGQXIZ5A4CCXZHDkyba59YRqBTuwI39J5Q1pJvPXNWOr4J7IZRGDNfjBtQrzcm9yspsntzCqpRHEJWncYQP5Dew9A/s1600-h/DSC01146.JPG"> The OT jumping...hurray for these people mans.
The ops room where we always gathered before and after SLC. oh, it was temporary dance rehearsal for us there too..for a while. =x heh sorry chern yuen!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

Xiaoyou, Zhiting, Iris, Jen Yi, Priscilla Keng,
i can't thank you enough,
for smearing my face with cake (til i felt like some make up panda..LOL), for being so fun, for just celebrating and being happy with me!

ZHITING, cakes can never be too chocolatey for me. AHHAHAHA



and Steph, Salome, Joyslyn, Nicole, Nadia, Su Ching, Mars, Nandini and Wai Lam,

i love you guys to the max.

BDAY!

WELCOME TO 15. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!


thanks XIAOYOU, IRIS, JEN YI, ZHITING AND PRISCILLA KENG for giving me such a nice cake and for making today special! =D
I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! <3

gonna go out for dinner with my family later (excluding my bro, who's charging around at army now.. =(
YAY CRAB! HAHA!

Also,
thanks,

Tianhoe
Jia En
Ashley
Jennifer!
Mel
Brenda
Emma
Joyce Tan
Zahirah
Jocelyn
Kor! =)
Sandra
Andrea
Zayana
Samantha onggg
Nicole Chua
Joyslyn
Nadia
Izumi
Yusnellie
PeiShan
ZeXin
Yani
Val and Van Khoo for making me such a delicious jellyheart!

MUM AND DAD!

=D
love you guys!

SLC

14th SLC,

it's over.. =(

Still remember when I went for the very first facilitators briefing, and had so much information loaded into my head...and then we went around Marina Bay, sort of just blindly following Zhou Kai. HEH.

The second and third briefings were the concept briefings, where I was introduced to really formal meetings, and well, after the third briefing, it was the convention at Hwa Chong.

So, from 27-30 May 08, practically my whole life belonged to SLC, and those memories and experiences I've gained there..its just so wonderful and incomparable. The friends I've made, and the things I've gone through, they're just so wonderful and I wish I were back.

I wish I was at LT2, listening to Anli as our Cluster (Betterment of Ethics) Director chairing meetings in his stern voice and absolutely straight face;
I wish I was with all the facs, staying back everyday after SLC to practice our performance items, and totally going crazy and having so much fun doing our ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE dance;
I wish I was back in the ops room, waiting and receiving instructions;
I wish I was back in the classrooms, brainstorming with EGLACIA (my group) on the action paper, which was really quite painful at times..HAHA;
I wish I was back at the GRAND FINALE..when everyone was just so high and happy and cheering all the way...betterment of ethics cluster, I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR PUTTING UP SUCH A GREAT SHOW, AND THANKS ANLI FOR VOLUNTEERING YOURSELF AND TAKING CENTRE STAGE. =D YOU ROCK, AND YES EVERYONE LOVES YOU...AND YES THE FACSSS!! WE PUT UP A REALLY MARVELLOUS PERFORMANCE TOO! Even though the music was a bit konky..haha. =)

Overall, I just wish I could go back...

I love 14 SLC. <3