I'm on a bus now and I'm using my phone while the battery is already in critical mode but I still feel like bidding goodbye to this year. I guess I feel pretty sentimental seeing it go, and I feel extremely insecure about the coming year. After I got back from Europe the year just came to the end so quickly, and it really struck me so hard that it's finally ending. The year so many of us have been dreading... We've finished with it and things are just moving on. I still have trouble believing our a levels have come and gone... Well. And now we're out from jc life too. Jc taught me lots of things, and while I wouldn't say it was the best and happiest times, there are things I am grateful for. I got to meet many new, different types of people and learnt many things and had many internal struggles and conflicts. For 2011, it was about growing closer to some people, maybe finding out who will stick around and who won't, mending, repairing, letting go, growing. Facing certain absolutions, facing some things that I cannot change and things which will never be the same. In others eyes, i havent grown perhaps, but i have learnt and felt many things which inguess still need work on. I may never really be able to find the precise footing for myself and figure out where exactly I stand in certain things but well, we'll let the new year take its course. He will be there to guide me along.

Reaching my aunts house soon, and I am glad I am finally seeing my (extended) family and spending the new year with them.

Have a happy new year everyone! <3 have lots of fun and have great celebrations! May the coming year be a successful and fruitful one and if u should meet with obstacles and hardships, may you have the strength to overcome them.

And in the new year, continue listening to kyuhyun's awesome rich smooth deep velvety voice, g dragon's smooth suave cool rapping, super junior and big bang!!

Hahaha okay don't roll your eyes.

Shall blog again soon!!! I guess~ :P take care!