Feeling like I'm rocking back and forth on the verge of this cliff of insecurity, uncertainty, anxiety, nervousness and the unknown. And deep below is the vast, wide, gaping hole of emptiness and longing. Back and forth, back and forth. So scared. April, come sooner >< Assurance and replies, come sooner too. Hopefully and in good faith.

In a very real sense, I feel like you saved me that day. Really. You'll never know that but seeing you just standing there waiting for me to notice as I hurriedly walked out with what was probably a dead and blackened face slowly making its way all the way to the floor... it was immense joy whooo. Not too sure why either hahaha. And it was so funny too. First time seeing you this year and you were the first to try my "cny cookies" LOL. Kept me happy the rest of the day. Best (well, one of) end to the week filled with total blah-ness and upsets and disappointments. So, thanks for being the superman for the day.. even wearing festive red ah and looking kinda like a little boy HAHA oh my goodness its hilarious making fun of you sometimes ahaha don't know whether to laugh or cry. :) just. :) 

Another 2 tough tiring weeks to pull through.... first wave of presentations plus mid terms all coming together.. mannnn.