I don't even have anything AT ALL to say about this because as usual and as always there is nothing but as I keep feeling over and over again, (though by now I really SHOULDN'T.. -.- and I seriously should not continue harping over it to give myself some rest..) sometimes I really really just shoot myself in the foot.. maybe make that my two feet, and create a big hole in the ground which just eats me up, and from which there is nearly no, or an extremely steep and difficult way of climbing out to my escape. If my escape is even successful. But then again, I don't want to give in...mostly to myself maybe. AHHA. But then it probably backfires.. and usually I end up being soft and then just doing what I want..albeit probably kinda clumsily and stupidly. And then again, sometimes, what am I supposed to say?

OK never mind. My emotions are probably just going haywire, as they always do when its exam time. (or maybe as they always are? HAH) I really should be sleeping to rest for a loooong day of studying (which MUST BE ABSOLUTELY PRODUCTIVE) tomorrow. And, I'll be able to get other chances right? Sigh okay never mind this is just going to circle around and around and around my head as always... Can't I ever filter out what's not AHHA! RELEVANT (L O L. =.= MA) for my head.. :( and to not think about things which I'm not even supposed to be worried about or even the slightest bit bothered about or it shouldn't even OCCUR to me to think about it.

Good night everyone, rest well and all the very best for exams!! I'm thankful for the little surprises and entertainment and enjoyment and rare and random bouts of care from people. And from some who are so so far away and who are seem to be so far removed from me. :) And for bothering to remember things which I don't really remembering saying.. or which I know I have spammed them with but they still manage to remember amidst all that senseless and useless verbal diarrhoea :P I really was so touched you have no idea, and you will most likely never know hahaha but thanks!!!!!