Monday, November 21, 2011

i should blog about happier and nicer things.
exams make me feel so disconnected from everything at times, and sometimes i just feel like cooping myself up in my own world...my own world made up of....hmmmm...i don't know...myself i guess. heh. but then i miss my friends :( and i apologize...
I wanted to blog about this last time when it happened, because i really REALLY felt so happy and glad for it...but i never got down to doing so.

talking on the phone, late late, REEEALLLLYY LATE into the night with some of my closest and bestest friends really make me feel so happy. just talking about anything and everything, and all the talking just seems to fall into place. it makes me giggly too. HAHAHA. laughing about stupid things we say...talking about things which we would never dare say or reveal in front of others, because only they know our deepest feelings, and probably share them even.
I really treasure those talks...and i guess doing it during such periods of times really make me cherish them even more.

Aaaaaand, my heart is hurting so much. I got the mnet tickets. (OUCH) and i have to live like a miser to recoup the cost back. LOL. OUCH. what to do...they were the only available ones left...i hope i DO get to see who and what is on stage. I'm wondering if i should wear my heels...or....does anyone have like 29257120 cm high shoes to lend me? then i will DEFINITELY be able to see the people on stage MUAHAHA.
these are the times I wish I were as tall as Russel :P
big bang and 2pm better come!!!!!
Though when I look at the ticket, and imagine who I'lll be seeing...SUPERJUNIOR :D ...and at that time, my ipod was playing MR SIMPLE, and leeteuk's part came on and I was imagining his earnest, smiley face, and his bouncy brown hair which flops about when he dances so enthusiastically, i couldnt help but smile...and all the heart pain went away...hehehe. Sigh I'm so incorrigible and ridiculous.
ALL'S GOOD MAN :)
I seriously want to go and tour around town and see the christmas decor. It sounds pretty cool! Especially the marina bay/esplanade area. Motion sensor reindeers??? COOL.
And it seems like Orchard Central is decked out in pink and has been transformed into a pink Christmas wonderland!!! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE.I WANT TO GO AND SEE!!!!

well As are ending sooooon. just 2 papers left.