stupid twitter is down, and i have so many (short) things I want to just blurt out.
its supposed to be a happy time, but truthfully, i just want to cry right now, and i just feel so hurt.
maybe not as hurt as i would have been, but still hurt, and sad.
since u are like that, i really know i shouldn't even bother. tearing myself up over this?!?! it is TOTALLY stupid. DOWNRIGHT IDIOTIC.
But I still am bothered by it. I still am. I honestly wish you could just do...a very tiny little bit more.
and i'm really sorry that i can't just let everything go like that, and not let such things affect me. i know i have so many other people out there who genuinely care about me and who will put in the effort, but i'm sorry you guys, i'm still affected by it all.
i know i should not think about all this, and just be thankful and grateful to my lovely friends who do so much for me and try to make me happy always and have always been by my side in all ways, and i really am thankful for them.
but i really hate how things change with time. All the changes, with those people...it hasn't been for the better.
And right now, I just don't feel like saying anything at all, or talking to anyone.
argh. stop being so stupid seriously.

on another hand, i was really touched, by someone's sincerity. thank you.